defined by development.

I feel like I haven’t learned anything in such a long time. Last Thursday was a Snowday, we have no classes on Fridays, I skipped my classes on Monday, we were snowed out again on Tuesday and again this morning. Basically, I haven’t had class in a week, but aside from that I do feel like this trimester has been a waste of my life scholastically. Emotionally, however, I’ve created new bonds with my future sisters and have developed an even deeper relationship with Bradford - especially after last night. There has been a variety of ups and downs, but mostly downs because I haven’t tried as far as school and most challenges over the last few weeks go. I don’t want to blame the weather for my lack of drive, but I’m just as stuck as the tires buried underneath the snow bank. How can I shovel myself out if I can’t move? I’m disappointed with myself, but I don’t have time to mope because time is of the essence and I can’t afford to waste it. I can’t afford anything, to be honest and I still haven’t even filled out my fasfa. Soon enough I won’t be able to get anything from my school and I’ll be shipped back to Texas where life is cheap, easy but not as enjoyable. I need to get it together. My birthday is coming up, I should be happy.