Unfortunately, not everything compares to sunshine and roses. The group of friends that I hung out with for the entire first trimester are slowly fading into the distance and I’m not entirely certain if it’s by choice or not. I know that I have made an effort (and that takes a lot considering how much I have to juggle these days with the new member process) to hang out, but it when it comes down to that time, I’m just not in the mood. The jokes are still funny, but the air is different. At one point, I just got up and left the room. I’ve apologized for always being busy, but unfortunately, hanging with them every night is no longer on the top of my priorities and it doesn’t help that they’re bitchy with me for wanting to join a sorority in the first place. One thing I will not apologize for is wanting something different from them and going after it. If they want to get an attitude about it, so be it, but don’t get mad at me for not wanting to hang out because you have an attitude. Doesn’t that make sense?