Are you the type of person that does what they say they’re going to do? I ask myself this all of the time and I’m trying to be. I don’t want to just be that person that says they’re going to travel or that they want to go to this place or that one. I want to go as well. I want to have pictures and souvineers and stories to share. I’ve been talking about traveling alot lately, perhaps because I’ll be in Guatemala soon, but overall, it isn’t about only that. Whatever I say, I want to do. Period. I’m sure that’s how everyone feels, but I’m honestly willing to make that happen. I’m willing to struggle. I don’t want to live in my mom’s house until I’m financially stable enough to buy my own place. I’m going to just move out, struggle a little bit and thn (I’m crossing my fingers) succeed. How can you appreciate success if you don’t have a low period? I don’t know, it’s just so hard to explain how I feel about life at this point in time. I used to be the person that ONLY cared about making bank and now I’m at the point where I would perfectly content broke AND happy. Not just broke, but broke and happy. If I have a home and I have food, I don’t NEED much else. I realized this about myself over Christmas. Usually I can think of tons of stuff that I would like to have knowing that I most likely wouldn’t get half of it. This year my dad called me to ask what I wanted for Christmas and I told him nothing. My literal reply was: a little money wouldn’t hurt. It’s weird, I need to contemplate.